Is a choice I make every day,
to put someone else’s happiness and well-being ahead of my own,
to teach the hard lessons,
to do right thing even when I’m not sure what the right things is..
and forgive myself,
over and over again,
for doing everything’s wrongs.
I’m just 21y/o and now become a mom.
and most sad is single mother at the younger time
but I realize it’s my fault
and I need to fulfil this responsibilities !
everybody knows how to raise children,
EXCEPT the people who have them.
as a parent specially single mom,
eyla bagai mencorak kain putih yg ksong by myown creativity.
kept learn every day, past time and days,
how to raise M.AMMAR D’ZAKWAN .
Sometimes, I flow my intense,lagi2 time dea menangis2,
by he eyes, face same like I know what him want.
It’s mother intense???
Susah, perit mahhupun bahagia ammar ,
aku je yg nampak, sakit n bahgia aku pulak?
no one knows …
coz eyla pendam sedalam2 nya ..
paling2 eyla bgang un .. it will be posted in my twitter J
Thanks a lot shahrul, for give mylife like this, and u
broken ur promise towards me!
as I wish, I’ll never forgive u for the rest mylife!
coz uuuuuuu .. sokay, bye!
